GO AWAY*

> Friday, August 27, 2004
5:44 PM

the world iz jus so unfair, some ppl can get ever so good results without studyin at all while sum hav 2 slog so hard 4 dat lttle mark.sum ppl hav many good frenz round dem who truly care while sum lives in a world of loneliness n hopes jus 4 1 special fren 2 come along in their life.haiz........k enough of crappin liao.2dae iz da worst dae ever , gotta go round sellin stupid pens.i now den realise dat sellin things on da street is not as easy, u hav 2 lyk smile at so many ppl n ask dozens of times b4 sum 1 finally donates.so actually i go somerset but i decided 2 go wif my frenz to dhoby ghaut, k we went 2 mcdonals n had lunch b4 goin 2 c instruments at yamaha, k i admit, da instruments r really beeyootiful , i felt lyk buyin all of dem but of course i no money la.maybe nxt time when i rich, i gona hav a mini band 2 play 4 me at home, hahahahahazzz, dat will surely nv cum true 1 la.anywaz i not good at sellin things cos i alwaz approach da wrong ppl n get rejected 1, wah lao i dunno how much i walk ah but i so damn tired.other ppl so good, sold all their pens but me, i hav a bunch of pens left, how pathetic.k 2dae besides sellin pens , it's monica b'dae so HAPPY BIRTHDAE MONICA!!!wah she so lucky lor, so many ppl giv her prezzies, k la not many but still she so lucky, when it waz my b'dae, no 1 actually remembered, so i went round skool without any1 sayin even a happi b'dae 2 me.so sad sob sob....ya i noe myself dat i not popular so watever, i will jus hav 2 buy my own belated prezzies but of course it's different fr ppl givin u prezzies.she say i so lucky lor, i mean wat crap so wat if my parents celebrate my b'dae, i dun feel at all lucky cos i ask dem 2 celebrate 1.nvm bout it, i jus hav 2 accept the fac dat i m not popular n iz nv gona b in future.k i was a jerk b4 we set off 2 sell da pens cos dunno y la, anywaz i jus wanna apologise 4 actin lyk sum major pain in da neck.haiz, got mega bad news ah, 2morrow got *toot* which i hate cos i dun wanna sit dere n feel all left out, shall i skip?dun tink so leh cos i would b in a veri dangerous position, anywaz i go tink tink bout it 1st la.i wonder if i should continue cos i reali find it sickenin 2 go dere lor.

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